Daring to be Us
why natural hair matters to Black women in Germany
August 23, 2022
Abina Ntim, founder of JONA curly hair care. Photo by Anri Coza Photography for The Other Project
Sometimes it is on the cover of your favorite magazine. At other times, it is in your company dress code. But regardless of where you may find it, the message is often the same: beautiful, professional hair has a particular look, and it is not African. It is straight, silky, and European. For the longest time, Black women in Germany have felt pressured to avail themselves of the provisions of a now multi-billion-dollar global hair industry dutifully invested in making Black hair European-like through the transformative powers of relaxers, wigs, and extensions. But in recent years, there has been a growing movement away from the Europeanization of Black hair, as more and more Black women in Germany are embracing their natural hair. At the forefront of this movement is Abina Ntim, founder of JONA curly hair care.
Abina is a Hamburger and has lived in Hamburg her whole life. I met her inside the busy Malina Stories in the city’s Barmbek district on a sunny Tuesday morning in August to talk about her brand and the state of the natural hair movement in Germany. Dressed in a pastel blue suit with a chest-high gray bandeau top underneath, she blended seamlessly with the charming interior of the cafe. Her luscious dark curly hair was parted in the middle, giving her face an unmistakable balance. She sat across from me, her back to a wall and a small bookshelf perforated with squares showing important-looking books. We ordered tea and orange juice from a barista who had been on his feet all morning. It was time to talk about natural hair.
Photo of Abina by Layonia Media for The Other Project
I began by asking Abina what is considered natural hair. “Believe it or not, there is a huge debate within the natural hair community,” she said. “Some people say she is natural because she’s not wearing a wig, or she can’t be natural because she has this ponytail in her hair.” But despite the controversy, there appears to be a consensus around the view that wearing one’s hair naturally avoids using chemicals that change its natural texture. For Abina, this change began when she was just five. “My dad wanted to relax our hair, and he did it with DIY home kits,” she recalled. “We did not know what was happening to us, but I remember my sister and I were looking at the packages, and there were girls with straight hair, and they looked so cute, and I remember us saying, ‘oh, we want to look like this!’ But of course, we never looked like that.” In later years, celebrities like Beyonce and Aaliyah bolstered this home influence from the outside. “I mean, Aaliya, with her long Black hair, everybody loved it, right?” she quizzed.
But as Abina would soon learn, those influences of her childhood years did not happen in a vacuum. Beauty and professionalism are qualities that society rewards. But when what is commonly set as an example of beautiful or professional-looking hair is something that grows naturally on the heads of Europeans, non-Europeans are forced to make their hair European-like in order to fit in. In places like the United States, hairstyles associated with Black people, such as afros, locks, and braids, have a long history of being policed in schools and workplaces. But Abina reminded me that this is not entirely an American problem. While no one is explicitly told their natural hair, and by extension their natural self, is unacceptable, the type of appearance they are asked to keep may force them to compromise their natural hair. “They don’t come to you and say you have to change this,” she said of experiences in Germany, “but they will let you know what type of hairstyles are allowed. I know a few years ago, braids weren’t allowed.”
Given the societal pressures to conform, especially in the 1990s, one could understand why Abina and her sister were introduced to hair relaxers as early as they were. But the JONA brand began as an idea in 2011 when Abina started questioning the effects the relaxers she had been using for much of her life were having on her hair and was desperate for alternative solutions. In Germany, a common reason why many young Black girls struggle with their natural hair is they lack a care system for it. Many parents, especially those with mixed kids, do not know how to deal with their children’s hair, and training programs for German stylists do not prepare them to care for curly hair. “I started to do my research and found out there were no German things about African hair at all.”
At first, Abina narrowed her research to Black female Youtubers with long straight hair. “In Hamburg, I used to see a lot of girls with relaxers, but they never had this length of hair. So that was something I admired.” However, this admiration would soon be replaced by questions, including why it seemed so many hair products were exclusively marketed to Black women. “My research started to get deeper, and I started to realize, okay, there is more to it,” Abina recalled, “it’s not just the aesthetics or the beauty part. And I started to research the historical backgrounds because I was never taught.”
In Hair Story: Untangling the Roots of Black Hair in America, authors Lori Tharps and Ayana Byrd chronicle the culture and politics that influence the ever-changing state of Black hair from 15th century Africa to present-day United States. There were robust Black hair traditions in Africa before the transatlantic slave trade. “A person could tell who they were talking to simply by looking at the hairstyles,” says Lori in an interview. “Your family, your tribe all had their own specific hairstyle. In addition, your hairstyle would be more elaborate if you held a higher place in society.”
But the transatlantic slave trade wiped away these traditions. As Lori explained, “the hair was one of these physical attributes that was very easy to point to and say, ‘Look at their hair,’ it’s more like an animal than it is like our hair. That’s what makes them inferior.”
A body of research, including a 2020 study published in the journal Social Psychological and Personality Science, has revealed that the colonial era view of Black hair as evidentiary of Black inferiority is still widespread. Bldayack women with natural hairstyles continue to be viewed as less professional and less intelligent compared to Black women with straight hairstyles or white women with straight or curly hairstyles. This has negatively impacted the ability of Black women with natural hairstyles to get or stay in jobs or, in the case of Black children, participate in competitive sports.
Alarmed by the disturbing influences of the altered state of her own hair and the health and self-esteem damages that it caused, Abina was determined to gain as much knowledge as possible so she could do two things: teach herself and others how to care for their natural hair and help normalize Black hairstyles. That determination has, since 2018, blossomed into a successful business and movement.
Abina at an Afro hair workshop. Photo by Philipp Primus for JONA curly hair care
scrunchies by JONA curly hair care. Photo by Layonia Media for The Other Project
JONA Curly hair care offers three main things: workshops, products, and consultations. However, not every product Abina sells is her own. “The haircare products, I’m only doing the reselling. I resell products that I have good experience with,” she clarified. “I test them on myself and on friends, and I don’t sell things I wouldn’t use by myself.” Her own products include hair scarves, scrunchies, and satin caps. The JONA satin caps are especially popular with many of her customers because, as Abina explained, sleeping on a cotton pillowcase causes the less-moist Black hair to dry and fall off. But the satin material allows hair to glide and stay moist and intact. Compared to regular hair caps at beauty salons, Abina’s satin caps are more extensive and have fabric around the rubber band, which reduces friction and prevents hair from breaking.
Photo of JONA curly hair care’s Afro hair satin caps by Layonia Media for The Other Project
Afro hair satin caps by JONA curly hair care
But it is mainly through her role as a consultant that Abina gets to know her clients intimately. The experience of working with women across the country has been revelatory, none more significant than what it means to be a Black woman in Germany. “Even though Black women in Germany are so unique and versatile,” she observed, “there is a set of experiences that definitely connects us. And I particularly find that most of my customers are high achievers.” When I asked why she thought that was the case, she theorized, “We live in a society with racial problems, which means that if society doesn’t think you’re from here, you have to work twice or thrice as hard to achieve the same thing as someone who thinks they’re automatically from here. That could be one reason to make them high achievers, could it not?”
When most people think of hair, they think of beauty and aesthetics. But working as a consultant has also taught Abina that hair is a deeply personal issue for Black women, so much that some of her clients only approached her after they had closely observed her for multiple years. “Going into an individual consultation is very personal, and you will only go to a person where you feel comfortable,” she reasoned. “Lots of women don’t even like to wear their hair open; some of them don’t even show their husbands or their boyfriends their own hair. So if you come to me, I have to be able to give you a feeling of comfort.” In her line of work, getting along with women and being someone they can trust is essential. Abina builds rapport with prospective clients primarily through daily Instagram posts about workshops and testimonies of previous clients. For each client, her goal is to empower them to turn their natural hair from a source of anxiety and shame to beauty and pride.
Abina with a client. Photo by Chiara Marcella for JONA curly hair care
However, self-pride is not the only reason many Black women choose to go natural. Health considerations have increasingly played a significant role, and Abina is very vocal about the health costs of the straight-hair culture. “Using relaxers can cause not only hair loss but also respiratory and hormonal issues,” she explained. This hormonal issue was the subject of a Harvard University study by Dr. Tamara James-Todd and others which found that childhood hair product use is associated with earlier age at menarche or menstruation. Why’s that significant? Dr. Tamara says each year earlier that a girl begins her period increases her risk of developing breast cancer. Another study in 2021p published in the journal Carcinogenesis found that hair-relaxers and leave-in conditioners and oils, commonly used by Black women, may contain estrogens and estrogen-disrupting compounds that may contribute to breast cancer risk. But the health risks are not limited to the direct use of certain hair products. In the Perception Institute’s Good Hair Study, for instance, one in three Black women reported their hair was the reason they hadn’t exercised, compared to just one in ten white women.
I asked Abina if enough Black women in Hamburg and around the country were well-informed about these dangers. “It’s a generational issue,” she said. “Younger kids or the parents of younger kids know. People in our age group, some know, some don’t. But the people who are older than us, like the majority, don’t know about it at all. “
And so it seemed that although the natural hair movement has made some significant inroads in Hamburg and other parts of Germany, it still has many grounds to cover. Since the murder of George Floyd and the rise of the Black Lives Matter movement, there has been an uptick in the representation of diverse skin colors in advertising. However, as Abina pointed out, the Black female model in Germany is disproportionate to a certain kind of Black woman. “We see Black women with lighter skin shades and more defined hair,” she pointed out. “I don’t like the fact that we don’t see all the shades and all the different hair textures from different women, and it shows me that there is a preference.”
Despite her frustrations with the status quo, Abina’s experience since founding JONA curly hair care has given her far more reasons to be optimistic. Society is slowly but surely moving in the right direction. More importantly, Black women in Germany are daring to be the best thing anyone could be: themselves. For her part, Abina just wants to “help people feel comfortable in their own skin,” she told me. “I want to give them the knowledge they need and encourage them to accept, love, and take care of themselves.”
This TOP Blog article is part of a series that highlights the economic diversities and contributions of people with migration backgrounds in Hamburg. It is part of our Work Mentoring Program 2022, sponsored by the Deutsche Postcode Lotterie.